Back to School- The Real World

So this year is the time in 17 years that I will not be joining the 'back-to-school' frenzy. I have not not gone to school since I was 5 and now realize that a shock to the system the "real world" is. Throughout my college tenure I was warned of how hard it would be to get a job. I didn't believe them. I left college with a Bachelor and all the confidence in the world and my confidence has since been shut down. To make matters worse, I got a great paying job and quit on my second day (today), because I don't want THAT job. I feel like I have let everyone down and that no one understands me. I just want a job that will make me happy. I'm broke as crap and can't pay a single bill on my own anymore. Maybe I am stupid for quitting this job. But the fact remains, I couldn't stand the thought of working every single weekend (Saturday and Sunday!) and not coming home til 8:30 during the week. Hopefully someone will sympathize with me and understand my side. Anyway, I'm going to go meet Ricky for lunch and try not to think about life.